Lost myself = can't write at the moment. So I'm taking a break. I'll be back when I have found/fixed myself. Will comment on deviations when I return.
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Can't say it.
Can't discuss it.
Can't write it.
Can't watch it.
Can't listen to it.
Can't escpae it.
Can't admit it.
Can't protect myself from it.
Can't sleep because of it.
Can't walk my town streets due to it.
Can't close my eyes not not feel it.
Can't look at certain people and not see him.
Can't make it through a day without wanting to tear my skin off.
Can't make it through a night without waking up in fear.
Can't shake the hallucinations.
Can't take enough drugs for him to fuck off.
Can't create enough pain to shed his touch.
Can't cry any tears because of him.
Can't trust men any longer thanks to him.
Can't wear cert